Monday, July 23, 2007
family gather!
Felt kinda better but it still hurts on and off. So kinda piss off cause i couldn't eat KFC MAC etc. Totally hate it alot! BUT! Today we had family gathering and it was held at a hotel. Some kind of restaurant in there. So only for today, i could eat whatever i want! After that my cousin, she asked me if i wanna go bugis shop shop. For me anything! Didn't go out since i was sick! Took the chance to go out now. So told my mummy that i'm going shopping. Hohos! We walked around before heading to bugis. Saw the welcoming of Jay Chou! Super happy and can't wait to get the tickets! All i have to do now is find my friends who are as crazy as me to get the tickets together and get the pass to the Tea Dance Party that is the welcome of Jay Chou! And best of all, he will be there too! WEE! Can't wait to get the tickets and the passes! After that, we head down to bugis. Walked around. And sad to say, i bought a sunglasses, a dress and a necklace. How sad! Went shopping and end up with this little stuff. SIGH! After that around 5.05P.M. , went to the salon called Fabulous Tan. My cousin wanted to do tanning and she asked me if i wanted too. We kept thinking and they can't slot us in as there's alot of people are waiting too. Overall, we didn't do the tanning and my cousin asked me to be a member with her and i'm still thinking if i should. So we left and went walk walk. We saw this nice wedding shop called GRACEFUL IMAGE! So we went in. Saw the bridal gowns and my cousin tried 2 gowns. It was so nice! All i could say is that she's BEAUTIFUL! So talk talk see the price of the package and it's wroth it! After seeing all the gowns, i fell in love with it! Hahas! Anyway, gonna design a gown for myself as a bride's maid. LOLS! The designer say that i looked tall! She asked me if i was a model. And i told her that i am and i'm doing part time as i've got school. And she didn't believe that i was 16 years old! My cousin told her that if there's any photoshoot or shows, she can find me. Hahas! After that, we went for dinner. We were thinking where to eat. After awhile, we planned to eat at TCC! We shared food as we don't eat much. Super full after that! Chit chat awhile then went back home. It have been a long time ever since i went out with her. I miss her alot! She's a wonder cousin of mine! Love her totally lots!When she talked about r/s, i think of him. SIGH! It totally made my mood go sad. And felt so bitter? Yea! Bitterness! Heart hurts. And i kept wondering why am i scared to face him or am i avoiding him? HAIS. He is part of my life and i miss him alot. What can i do right now? I've to change and study for my prelims. After his O's and my N'lvl, then talk over about it? SIGH! He seems to be UN BOTHERED about me. SIGH! When can he come and ease the pain i'm having in my hurt? When will he be back? Am i dreaming all this while? Can he feel how i'm feeling all this while? Can he hear me calling for him? Can he feel my heart? Is he feeling the same? Can he understand how i feel right now? Will he be here for me when he's needed? SIGH! He totally left his name in my heart. SIGH!
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